A single tear is all I want to cry this year
A single tear for my boys this year
There, I’ve done it
I’ve cried that tear
Please let me move on
Merry Christmas Ben & Sam
My love for you both will
never fade or burn away
Some day I’ll be drinking with the seldom seen kids
(thanks to Elbow)
I have started to realize what my problem is with missing my two boys from my first marriage. It’s simple to say that I have put my boys on pedestals.
They are my vision of what children should be and my brain has started to remove all the bad instances and memories. Even some of the bad memories have become endearing to me. It is like I had the most perfect children ever born.